tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2009-11-11:/My lifeMokoFeed2009-11-11T19:38:04+01:00tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-06-22:/2008/06/22/moved-4346551/zarrien072008-06-22T10:27:24+02:002008-06-22T10:27:24+02:00 <p>I moved my blog to zarrien08.blogspot.com<br> saje je suka-suka.. nak tukar angin pulak hehe..<br> so see you guys there!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/06/22/moved-4346551/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-06-18:/2008/06/18/better-in-time-4330486/zarrien072008-06-18T08:10:40+02:002008-06-18T08:10:40+02:00 <p>Like this song.. the lyrics hmm.. kind of relates to me in certain ways..<br> but not towards a person... but towards one of my dreams which I will never achieved.. maybe <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"><br> I've let go of it which can be explained by the song.<br> So, enjoy ya!!</p> <p><strong>Better In Time by Leona Lewis</strong></p> <p>It's been the longest winter without you<br> I didn't know where to turn to<br> See somehow I can't forget you<br> After all that we've been through</p> <p>Going<br> Coming<br> Thought I heard a knock(Whose there, Noone?)<br> Thinking that (I deserve it)<br> Now I have realised<br> That I really didn't knooOooOw</p> <p>If you didn't notice<br> You mean everything (quickly I'm learning)<br> To love again (all I know is)<br> I'm be oooOook</p> <p>Thought I couldn't live without you<br> It's going to hurt when it heals too<br> Oh yeaah (It'll All get better in time)<br> Even though I really love you<br> I'm gonna smile because I deserve too<br> Oooh(It'll all get better in time)</p> <p>I could of turned on the TV<br> Without something that would remind me<br> Was it all that easy?<br> To just put us out your feeling</p> <p>If i'm dreamin<br> Don't want to let it (hurt my feelings)<br> But that's the past (i believe it)<br> And I know that, time will heal it</p> <p>If you didn't notice<br> Well you mean everything (quickly i'm learning)<br> Oooh turn up again (All I know is)<br> I'm be ok</p> <p>Thought I couldn't live without you<br> It's gonna hurt when it heals too<br> Oooh yeah(It'll all get better in time)<br> Even though I really love you<br> I'm gonna smile because I deserve too oooooh(It'll all get better in time)</p> <p>Since there's no more you and me (No more you and me)<br> This time I let you go so I can be free<br> And Live my life how it should be(No No No No No No)<br> No matter how hard it is<br> I will be fine without you<br> Yes I Will</p> <p>Thought I couldn't live without you<br> It's gonna hurt when it heals too<br> Oooh(It'll all get better in time)<br> Even though I really loved you<br> I'm gonna smile cos I deserve too yes I do(It'll all get better in time)</p> <p>Thought I couldn't live without you<br> It's gonna hurt when it heals too yeaaaah Ooooh oooooh (It'll all get better in time)<br> Even though I really loved you<br> Going to smile cos I deserve too Ooooooh (It'll all get better....)</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/06/18/better-in-time-4330486/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-06-16:/2008/06/16/let-s-jam-4322148/zarrien072008-06-16T12:12:16+02:002008-06-16T12:12:16+02:00 <p>Now, gotta be active at gym again as I've put on weight heheh..<br> So, active again joining jam class at gym... so happy can dance again <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"><br> Besides at gym, I have my own class at my company. They ask me to organize a dance class after working hours as one of the health activity.. so why not.. i've started teaching this class last month... so far so good.. I choreograph the dance myself which explain why sometimes I sleep at 2~3am... hehehe... but it's fun actually as I'm free to create my own dance movement besides joining other dance class at gym.. <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> the class is every tuesday at 5.30pm - 7.00 pm... fun fun fun!!!</p> <p>Yesterday after joining the jam class at gym, go minum at kopitiam with my gym mate. Then after sometimes the jam instructor, shirlyn & one of the member join us. I like this instructor, coz she's friendly <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> she keep asking me why didn't I join the jam instructor training.. well... I don't want to remember about it.. so I just smile & change the topic heheh... so we talk about my trip to Japan <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>After that, join attack class. Missed my attack friends. Although tak larat, but I still do all the attack movement & I feel good after that <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"><br> After attack, went home to take shower. Then, go to Cheras to one of my university friend house. So, can talk with friends, after quite sometimes didn't get a chance to see each other. So happy to see all of them, although not many coming. Better than nothing right?? <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>So, this month, I'll be joining lots of jam activity hehehe... this Thursday will join the Bodyjam launch at Y Fitness. Then, 21st June will join the Miracle '08 at The Curve (I'll be joining the jam session only hehehhe...) Then on 27th & 28th June will join the jam & attack new launch at Truefitness Pavilion & Taipan hehehhe... Best kan?!! I really looking forward for this latest jam release as I heard it's really nice & high cardio... have hip hop some more which is my favorite <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> it's all about the attitude hahaha... chest pump... shake it there & shake it here... pose... & a lot more which I like!!! hehehhe...</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/06/16/let-s-jam-4322148/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-06-05:/2008/06/05/come-on-girl-4277153/zarrien072008-06-05T17:47:23+02:002008-06-05T17:47:23+02:00 <p>Tonight, had dinner with my best friend, Muni. She will get married this August, so just now she did some shopping for the wedding party. After work, I joined her for some shopping & we had our dinner at the same shopping mall. During our dinner, we plan to go to our best friend house, ani as she just got married last week. I'm so happy & can't wait this Saturday to come as I did not go to her wedding due to the training in Japan.</p> <p>Yesterday, went to bodyjam class at gym, after about a month busy at office. All I can say is, yesterday bodyjam was very good & enjoy!! It was the first time I try this new instructor jam class. His name is Jeremy. He's damn cool & fun & good! I really had a good time joining his class. It's like I found back my dance energy after losing it for about a month <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> When friends saw me at gym, they were like... "Where have you been?".. "Why so long never see you at gym?"... "Eh.. what happen to you?".. "Are you ok?"... same question all the way, & I keep answering it.. so bosan.. but nevermind. At least they 'ambil berat' pasal I kan... <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p>Work... as usual, busy. Lots of new project coming in, which is good for our business. Stress & tired, but ok la... coz still young & at the same time had fun coz we will make jokes when the situation at office become so tense heheheh... Those who know me, you know what I mean heheheh...<br> This morning, my big boss said that I'm getting bigger. He said that my face already 'tembam'.. huwaaa... now have to find ways to lose weight hehehe... Have to find time to go to the gym <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/06/05/come-on-girl-4277153/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-06-03:/2008/06/03/japan-trip-4263900/zarrien072008-06-03T17:26:37+02:002008-06-03T17:36:01+02:00 <p><strong>I'm back!!</strong><br> It takes me quite a while to blog again <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"><br> I just came back from my Japan trip.. to be more accurate, I went to Soja (a small city in Okayama which is located in Osaka) for a technical training. I went there on 24th May 2008 back to Malaysia on 31st May 2008, which is about a week there. The training schedule was very tight, but I manage to do some shopping heheheh... as I got many friends there to take me for shopping.</p> <p>The training was so exciting & enjoyable, as the people there are willing to teach me about what I want to learn, where of course a week is not enough for me to learn all. They ask me to stay longer, but I cannot do that as my flight ticket already fixed. I said maybe next time I will go there again to continue learning hehehe... </p> <p>I went there with a friend of mine. We never been to Japan before, which makes everybody in my company and also the company in Soja very worried that we will get lost. But we manage to reach Soja by train, as me & my friend already did a research on how to get there from Kansai Airport. The journey bu train was so good, as I got the opportunity to take a bullet train.. It was so fast!!</p> <p>About food there, well, I have no problem about it as I can eat anything, but I've already inform them that I cannot eat chicken, any meat except seafood, anything which have alcohol in it & pork, of course. They ask me to try sushi, sashimi, and all Japanese food. You know what I like the most, the sashimi. Raw salmon fish with soy sauce & wasabe. Hmm.. delicous.. but my friend cannot eat much coz he said he will feel dizzy if eat a lot of japanese food heheheh... They bring me to different interesting restaurant each day for dinner, which I like!!</p> <p>I do hope that I'll get a chance to go there again... If not for training, maybe for a vacation with friends. I miss everybody there as they are so nice to me. If they come to Malaysia next time, for sure I will take good care of them. </p> <p>SAYONARA OSAKA...</p> <p>Hmm.. I've got my new car already right before my trip to Japan heheh.. During my stay in Japan, I gave the car to my dad for him to use <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> my old car, I gave it to my brother as he want it. I really like my new car... I bought new 'blink blink' sport rim the 8th day after receive it heheheh... I like it!! You know what?! During my stay in Japan, it's not the car that I miss, but it's the sport rim hahahah... Everybody at my office also like it <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> After this, want to add spoiler to it, do tinted for security... and do some more make up to make it looks more sporty hehehhe... I'll show you the photo of my new car once the 'make up thing' completed ok!! I Promise!! <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/06/03/japan-trip-4263900/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-04-26:/2008/04/26/life-must-go-on-4096089/zarrien072008-04-26T06:50:13+02:002008-04-26T06:55:32+02:00 <p>It took me about 2 weeks to decide whether to write this entry or not.. but finally.. i decide to write it coz this is my blog.. i can write whatever I want.. what I feel right?!!</p> <p>I've let go one of the thing that I would like to do the most... I've lot of passion in this thing.. I always wanted to do it all this while. I was really interested & excited to do it/join it... until one person has said something, which suddenly rub away all the dreams that I have, just because i wear tudung. It's just not fair!!<br> I just know about it while I was waiting to join the bodyjam class. When I heard that from my friend, it's like my world become dark, no light at all. I force myself to smile to my friend, but actually I wanted to cry at that time. I hold myself from crying during the whole class (but funny la, coz I still can dance with that kind of feeling...)<br> After the class, I ran to the toilet & cried. Just cannot believe that all those words came from the instructor that I respect the most!! I just cannot stop crying until I reach home also still crying. Want to sleep also cannot, coz still crying. I feel so down & demotivated. Friends ask me what had happen coz I'm like different person for about a week. I just say, nothing. Just no mood.<br> I faced a really hard time to recover myself from that situation coz I really want it!! I really have passion on it! Can't you see that?!!<br> But everyday I try to tell myself that there's still a lot of things that I can do. Just go on with my life. I still have my work which I can concetrate to. </p> <p>But, I just cannot forget about what had happen. Everytime I go to bodyjam class, the 'fun feeling' is not the same anymore. Last Wednesday, one of the instructor ask me why didn't I go for the audition. Then after the class I tell her why. She ask me to go to the training, no matter what people said coz I have passion in it. Well, that's what she said. But she don't know what I feel for the past 2 weeks. I said to her, nevermind la... maybe 'takde rezeki'.. maybe next time. & I thanked her coz asking me to go for the audition & training. She's the one who motivates me, and also one other instructor. </p> <p>Last Thursday, there's a missed call and an sms, asking me to call that particular no. back. It's from the instructor who last time had my respect, but now no more. I just hate him coz all the words that he said. Suddenly at that time, I remembered what happen last 2 weeks... & it makes me wanna cry again... huh.. cry cry cry... I've had enough of this!! But I did not cry coz I'm at the office at that time. I did not call him or sms him. For what??!! Don't know what he want to say, & I don't want to know. I have my pride & I love the way I am, what I wear & how I look. You have no right to tell me what to do!! & even though you have taken away one of my biggest dream, doesn't mean you have ruin my life. There's a lot more for me to do!!!!!!!! </p> <p><strong>Chaiyo Chaiyo!!! Be strong!! </strong> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/04/26/life-must-go-on-4096089/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-04-19:/2008/04/19/everyday-jalan-jalan-after-work-4064247/zarrien072008-04-19T06:25:52+02:002008-04-19T06:25:52+02:00 <p>This week my schedule was full... everyday after work, had a jalan-jalan with one of my company engineer and also 2 other Japanese engineers (they came from Sankei to support our production process improvement). I have to join the program (discussion with them) as I'll be joining them in Japan this coming end of May until June for further training on Product Development & Process Improvement Activity. Can't wait for it!! hehehe...<br> So, this week had spent the whole day & night with them... go everywhere.. makan-makan, buy souvenirs & jalan-jalan. They are nice and very polite.. wish Malaysians are polite like them..</p> <p>I'm quite close with Nishikiori-san... so we had a long discussion about work and also a lot of talking about each other's life. They are not 'kedekut' in sharing with us the knowledge & experience that they had. In other words, I really had a good time this week. Yesterday, sent them to KLIA as they came here for 1 week only. During the 'goodbye session' they ask me to learn Japanese before go to Japan.. so I said, I'll try to learn as much as I can... but it's difficult coz I only have about a month to learn hehehe... </p> <p>So now, I'll be busy with my work, with the action plan scheduled for the improvement activity and also getting materials ready for the training this coming end of May. Hope I can get them all ready in time <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"><br> - photos of my fun week with them in my album - </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/04/19/everyday-jalan-jalan-after-work-4064247/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-04-09:/2008/04/09/sad-aamp-down-4018683/zarrien072008-04-09T01:22:41+02:002008-04-09T01:22:41+02:00 <p>8 April ’08, 12 midnight…<br> Cannot sleep… although mata pedih sangat tapi still cannot sleep.<br> A lot happen today. I cried a lot. From morning till evening. I cried at the toilet, at the surau after pray & so on.<br> Mata bengkak. Felt so down today. Wish my parents are with me now. Usually, when this kind of thing happen to me, I’ll not tell others especially my parents coz if I tell them, they will be worried. Especially my dad. Suka sangat risau pasal I. So, in order not to make them risau, I just keep what happen to myself. Cry is the best way to let it go. Sometimes, I want to tell someone about what had happen to me… but… hmm.. I feel that maybe nobody will be interested to listen. Can’t believe that I’m crying now. I’m so sad… so sad.. so sad… Mama… Ayah… can you hear me?... can you feel what I’m feeling now?.. I just feel so alone now… so sad… so down… just wish that I can hug my mum & dad… wish they can comfort me… but no…. it won’t happen.<br> All I can say to myself now… just be strong. It’s life.. got ups & down. Stop crying!! Everything will be alright tomorrow. It’s not the end of the world. Don’t let this small thing ruin your life. You can do it!! Just be strong!!<br> Huh… I just can’t stop crying now. Why this happen to me???? Did I do something wrong??? </p> <p>So, tomorrow, people will see me laughing without knowing what had happen to me today….</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/04/09/sad-aamp-down-4018683/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-04-07:/2008/04/07/disapointed-4009168/zarrien072008-04-07T10:47:01+02:002008-04-07T10:47:01+02:00 <p>Huh... at office now with my gym attire..<br> wanted to go for bodyjam class at 6.45pm but suddenly when I check the schedule in internet, the class is replaced by other class. Huh... I was so disapointed!! ya la.. dah tukar baju suddenly tak jadi pulak!! I should have check the schedule earlier... huh...dush!! If I know earlier, I can plan to do my work instead of going to the gym... hishh... geramnyer!!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/04/07/disapointed-4009168/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-04-01:/2008/04/01/cannot-sleep-part-3978586/zarrien072008-04-01T06:27:37+02:002008-04-01T06:27:37+02:00 <p><strong>1.30am:</strong><br> It’s not that I cannot sleep… just purposely don’t want to sleep coz have to prepare something for tomorrow. Had hazelnut coffee & my favorite kaya & butter toast (tapau) after jam & attack class at gym just now hehehe.. coz I need the coffee to make me awake so that I can finish my work. Just finish it just now & feel like I want to write something for my blog. </p> <p>Remember I did say something big is coming on March.. heheh… actually it’s about my new home. I’ve bought my own home. Yeah!! A single storey terrace house. So, after this no need to rent anymore. The plan is that I’ll move to my new house on March, but coz of some reason I have to postpone it to next month. So got more time to survey the furniture & other things that need to be put in my new home. Some of my gym friends recommend me some of nice furniture shop for me to take a look. Well, all are nice. Macam nak beli semua aje. But cannot la.. have to follow budget la heheheh…<br> Last 2 weeks me & few friends went to Ikea to have a look & find some idea how to decorate my home. Well, not sure which idea to choose coz all are nice. <br> Currently, I’m renting a house which is located nearby my working place. 10 minutes can reach office already. But it’s quite far from gym coz my office is in between gym & home. My new home… is between gym & office. Strategic right?! About 10 minutes to office & about 10 minutes to gym hehehe… yes!!.. I like!!</p> <p>Change car?... hmmm… in progress I think. Don’t want to tell which car that I choose, but I think most of my close friends can guess already heheheh.. hope that the car is suitable for me so that I can go back to my hometown comfortably. </p> <p>Coz of these 2 big things, I’ve cancelled my vacation to Korea which is planned this June. & guess what?! I’ll be going to Japan!! It’s not a vacation la!!. I have to go there for training for about 2 weeks. Just been informed by my big boss last week. Tentatively, I’ve to go there this June. My friends still will go to Korea, so I’ve ask them to bring back nice souvenirs for me & take nice-nice photo. I even ask them to say hello to my favorite Korean actor Kwon Sang Woo & Choi Ji Woo. Hahahaa… Love seeing them act together in ‘Stairway to Heaven’ heheheh… </p> <p>I would like to go to New Zealand la… really teringin sangat!! But don’t know bila dapat pergi. One of my gym friends want to go also heheeh… but at the same time, I want to do ‘umrah’ also!! Destination to do that… mekah & madinah of course!! Need to find peace there and to take a rest a little bit. Need to find myself and to ask forgiveness from God. I’ve so many things to ask from Him.. guidance, strength & to throw away all the hatred & negative things in me. Need to spend some peaceful time in order to find the real me. Yeah.. the real me… hope I can find it there. Hope you all can pray so that I can go to these 2 places heheheh… just joking. No need to pray for me. Pray for your own good ok!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/04/01/cannot-sleep-part-3978586/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-03-29:/2008/03/29/cannot-sleep-3960137/zarrien072008-03-29T05:00:57+01:002008-03-29T05:00:57+01:00 <p>It’s 2am now… I just cannot sleep, so here I am typing this entry using my laptop. Hope that tomorrow morning I can put this entry in my blog (I don’t have internet at home)..<br> Now, listening to Chris Brown song.. my favorite would be ‘Throwed’ & ‘Wall to Wall’ and not forgetting ‘With You’.<br> Got mixing feelings. Don’t know what happen to me this week. Seems like everything I do is not right. Being involved in an argument.. not really argument la… it’s more on voicing out my opinion to other people which finally results in an argument. Coz I think I need to voice it out to make things better. But, it’s normal. Certain people cannot accept our opinion just because of their seniority or maybe they are just stubborn or too ego to accept it. Thank God that my big boss understand the situation and back up me. It’s hard actually to work in an environment where most of the engineers and executive levels are guys. I’m the only lady (engineer) here besides other 2 lady executive which not really involve in technical area. I have to be strong mentally to reach at my position now. A lot of sacrifice & tears, lots of learning process. But it somehow makes me stronger everyday. It teaches me to be a more matured person & how to make a good decision. Some people might not like the way I act or the way I decide, but finally they will understand that I was just trying to do my best. To create something new is not an easy thing!! U have to swallow all the critics which sometimes hurts you, but it somehow teach you to be strong and those critics can be taken in a positive manner… meaning that we take those critics to improve ourselves and also our work. I have a very high expectation when it comes to my work. I’m really serious with my career. I’m not working to just get the monthly salary!! But I want the knowledge, the experience, the satisfaction and the trust of course!! Am I’m being too ambitious??!! I just don’t know… but one thing for sure, I love all my sub-ordinates and office mate in my department coz they are the one who really support me all the way. And also to my big boss for trusting me through all these years.<br> Ok ok… enough on the work. Let’s go to the other side of me.</p> <p>There’s something that bothering me lately. Some of my gym friends ask me to join something. But I just don’t know. I was like… hmm.. interested but… can I do it? I mean there’s a side of me saying that I can’t do it… it’s very tough… only certain people can do it. But, there’s the other side of me pulak saying, maybe I can. I just don’t know. </p> <p>Hmm.. last Tuesday had the opportunity joining the new release of bodyjam at Hartamas. It was fun. It’s 5 of us in one car. We reached there early, so can take a look of the gym there. Ok la… nice. But I still think that Taipan one still the best. The new release was fun!! Seeing one of my favorite instructor on the stage really make my adrenalin traveling everywhere in my body. All the song very nice. The movement also nice especially the hip hop. I really like it as it’s all about the attitude hehehe… you can be a ‘sombong’ person when you do the dance heheheh… hahahah… can’t believe that I’m saying this!!<br> Oh before that is conga… I like it too!! When you do the movement, imagine that you are wearing those high heels dancing on the stage heheheh… best kan!!<br> I screamed while dancing coz I really had fun!! Can feel the energy from the 2 instructors on stage.<br> After that it’s attack. Coz of some reason, I didn’t join it. I just watched them doing it from outside. Can see some of my friends were having fun doing the new attack. The music is very nice especially ‘don’t stop the music’. I just spent about 15 minutes watching the new attack before going back.</p> <p>So, yesterday I join the attack class with my favorite instructor. He was a cool guy & always give us motivation while doing the movement. This time the attack is very good. The musics all are nice especially the rihanna and fantasia barrino song. I enjoyed doing it!! Somemore, most of my attack hardcore friends are there also joining the class. So we had a great time, laughing, making jokes & screaming during the class. Can u believe that?! Can make joke tau during this high impact class. Hahahahah… so crazy!! Really fun!! I just can’t describe it. You have to experience it yourself </p> <p>How how!! Still cannot sleep. Now feel hungry pulak!! Now almost 3am. Macam mana ni? Tomorrow have to work. Actually it’s not a working day for my company. But I have to be there in order to make some preparation for this Monday meeting. Furthermore, need to do some monitoring. Aisey.. sad song la pulak. ‘My All’ by Mariah Carey. Huhuhu…</p> <p>I’m not sure whether all of you feel the way I feel or not. But, I feel that when we like someone, we tend to close all of the doors to other person. Meaning that others can just knock it but definitely cannot enter it. You know what I mean right?! Everything you want to know about the person which makes it very disturbing sometimes. In some situation, you are not really connected or close to that person, but somehow he/she can affect your life. This person can make you feel happy and at times can also make you feel sad. You’re not sure the feeling is real or not. Usually, you’re always in the state of denial. You always deny what you feel. Saying that..”maybe it’s just main2… or maybe it’s just for fun”. Coz at the end of the day, you still need to continue with your life. What you feel doesn’t matter anymore. Who cares with what you are feeling?! Nobody!! So, it’s better to let go of it rather than continue with it and feel miserable about it.<br> We always ask lots of things from God, but do you realize that instead of giving us what we ask for, He give us something that is more valuable. For example, we ask God to give us the person that we like, but instead of getting that person, He gave us another person which is better. I mean, you will not realize it, but once you go on with your life, you will realize it. </p> <p>Ok la… dah feeling sleepy. Hope can wake up early tomorrow morning. Ooppss.. silap.. this morning heeheh…</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/03/29/cannot-sleep-3960137/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-03-22:/2008/03/22/wow-3919992/zarrien072008-03-22T11:34:05+01:002008-03-22T11:34:05+01:00 <p>At office now... surfing internet..<br> watching one of my favourite dancer & bodyjam instructor (although i never tried his class... hehehe... are u crazy? he's teaching in New Zealand hahah..? dancing. Wow... so great & fantastic.. got 1 video.. three of them... one lady named Rachel... they introduce the latest bodyjam release 44 by singing a hip hop song... so cool!! how I wish I can dance like them... heheh... in my dreams of course <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>this tuesday... i want to try the latest release, hmmm... maybe la... see la how. but my friends ask me to go... i'm eager to try it also coz most of the songs are my favourites. Hope that I don't have to stay at office until late evening that tuesday. My plan is... finish office hour on 5.15pm.. terus chow.. have to sorok from my boss.. have to make sure he didn't see my face at that time hahahah... clever right!!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/03/22/wow-3919992/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-03-18:/2008/03/18/title-3899913/zarrien072008-03-18T14:09:11+01:002008-03-18T14:09:11+01:00 <p>Guess what?!!<br> I'm still at office.. trying to finish my design...<br> as usual, everything have to finish on time <img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"><br> if got lots of idea ok la... if no idea how?!<br> now sakit belakang already..<br> just now want to balik... coz no idea already...<br> but when I see my sub-ordinates all concentrating with their work,<br> i pun tak jadi nak balik.. semangat pulak coz if they can<br> sacrifice their time just to finish the work given, why not I pun mcm tu.<br> At least I've given them moral support right. When I made up my mind to stay at office, suddenly waaahhh.... lots of idea coming in. heheheh... one by one... i like!!! <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>Listening to fly.fm while doing my work.. just now got 1 new song.. raggae if I'm not mistaken.. nice song. "I'm Yours" by Jason Mraz. </p> <p>ok... have completed my design already. Want to balik coz very hungry & very tired. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/03/18/title-3899913/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-03-17:/2008/03/17/arrgghh-3893363/zarrien072008-03-17T08:33:42+01:002008-03-17T08:33:42+01:00 <p>Today... pressure is on me!! really stressed coz of my work. My work really have challenged me!<br> Keep listening to these 2 songs so that I can calm down.<br> See You Again (Miley Cyrus) & Touch My Body (Mariah Carey)<br> I like the beat of the song... the lyrics of 'see u again' is nice<br> but the lyrics of 'touch my body' kind of geli-geli sikit kan?!.. that's what i think.. u know.. mariah carey's song always like that <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/03/17/arrgghh-3893363/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-03-08:/2008/03/08/you-re-rude-3834396/zarrien072008-03-08T06:53:44+01:002008-03-08T06:53:44+01:00 <p>My mum finished her training already... have spent valuable times with her.. shopping, jalan-jalan & bring her eat at special place with my brother... really syok!! also bring her to visit families here.. so last thursday she went back to sp. hope she'll pass her exam <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>last night had chance to attend a class at other gym with friends. It's 4 of us, using my car.. heheheh... my 'aunty' worried so much coz it's 4 of us & my car is small... dia takut tak muat hahahah... very funny la this lady.. heheheh...<br> the class that we attended was ok. as we want to go out from the gym... this when a tragedy happen. The guy who is one of the gym consultant was very rude to me!!! don't want to tell u what happen coz it will make me lagi marah!! he was so RUDE!!! when that happen, i just walk away from him without saying anything!! I hate what happen!!! It really hurt me!!! I wish I didn't go to that gym at the first place!!! so wrong!! everything's so wrong!!! I swear I will not go to that gym anymore!!!<br> My friends know that I'm so angry of what happen.. so they suggest for us to have a drink at subang.. coz I said I cannot tahan everytime I saw coffeebean heheheh... so we went to the cafe & have lots of talking <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"><br> we went home at about 12.30am. So for that particular time, I'm not angry anymore <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> but i'll not forget what happen that night!!!</p> <p>We've taken some pictures at the cafe & I had fun!!<br> It's funny coz I'm the youngest in the group (youngest here means... a lot younger than them), but I feel comfortable. They cares about me & they are fun!! so who said old people not fun??!! Some of them are really crazy heheheh...<br> When I hang out with my friends (same age as me or slightly older/younger), i still had fun, but it's different! When I'm with these ladies which can be called aunty already, it's... hmmm... don't know how to explain. maybe because I feel safe & it's like we are in 1 family. Very close!! <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/03/08/you-re-rude-3834396/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-02-26:/2008/02/26/yeeaa~3782660/zarrien072008-02-26T12:40:54+01:002008-02-26T12:40:54+01:00 <p>Finally.. my leg is getting better & better everyday... heheheh... yahooo!!!<br> there's a story behind this... i went to see other doctor to seek advice for my leg condition coz i'm not really satisfied the way the previous doctor did the checking heheh... so this time the doctor did x-ray & press my leg to check whether there's a swelling or something at my leg.. huh... it really painful.. automatically i scream 'STOPPP!!'.. hehehhe... ooppss.. sorry... sakit la doctor... he just smiled at me & ask me to see the x-ray result. He said there's nothing wrong with my bone. It's just that there's a slight problem with my muscle. So I asked him whether i can still go to gym.. then he said...'my dear, whether u go or not, whether u jump or not, your leg will get better also. so don't worry ok.'hehehhe... so nice words coming from a charming doctor hahahha... just kidding. he gave me some pills after that & a cream.<br> so guess what... i went to the gym & do attack... at first ok la.. i felt a slight pain during & after the class. the pain become worst when i reach home. but then, the pain goes away after i wake up from sleep that night. wah.. so happy!! yes yes yes!! can't explain the feeling. it's like i've got my leg back after i've lost it for about 3 weeks. hahahaha... </p> <p>hmm.. my mum will come to my place this thursday as she has teaching training this friday at kelana jaya & a week of training at kl starting the next monday. So, as ussual i have to be her driver.. u know what i admire most about my mum... she was a very ambitious lady & she will never give up with her dreams. with an age of more than 50, she still have the energy to go for exams and training to be a trainer for nursery workers. she love children very much & she wants to make sure that all people related to children understand how to take care of them in a good way.<br> Until now I can't figure out how she can be very patient with kids especially the naughty one. she can really tame down these kids. so amazing!! hope that i can be as patient as her if God give me a chance to become a mum... heheeh...<br> i've planned to bring my mum to a special restaurant for dinner & bawa my mum jalan2 and shopping. so.. all my time starting from thursday until next week.. FULLY BOOKED!! <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>Work..hmmm... so far ok.. got a new engineer & boss to fill the vacancy that we have for about 2 years. These 2 years which I have to do the works of 2 engineers & also a boss. I'm ok with that coz I've learned a lot through that time.<br> BUT... things that I don't like is.... I'm ok with my new boss decision to give one of the project that I've made the design to this new engineer. Ok... Fine... but there's a problem here. This new engineer... he don't want to ask if there's a problem. For me, if you have problem, go & find the solution!! Find it through books or the simplest way is 'ASK'!!! That's the way I learn & do my work!! I suppose that's should be the way for other people also. People will not go to you & teach you one by one. & for me, I don't spoon feed people. If you're still kids, it's ok! but you're an adult!! I hope this guy will understand the message that i'm trying to give or otherwise, it's very hard for him to survive in this industry. huh... banyak betul i cakap hari ni kan... heheheh... </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/02/26/yeeaa~3782660/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-02-16:/2008/02/16/title~3735008/zarrien072008-02-16T11:08:17+01:002008-02-16T11:25:56+01:00 <p>Better but have to take a rest for about 4 to 6 weeks.. that's the summary for my leg condition. These are some of the dialogues between me & the doctor..</p> <p><strong>Doctor:</strong> This is a normal injury for an athlete..(fuyyoo.. he called me athlete lar hahaha.. heheh... huhuhu...).. your muscle tear a bit.<br> <strong>Me :</strong> Hah.. can it be cured? (that's all i want to know at that time)<br> <strong>Doctor: </strong>Yeah of course!! But you have to rest for about 4 to 6 weeks for your leg to recover 100%. (At this point, he smiled at me as he knows I cannot do attack anymore)<br> <strong>Me :</strong> Ur joking right?..<br> <strong>Doctor:</strong> I'm not joking.. if u wanna have fun at the gym like you use to have before this, then you have to rest.<br> <strong>Me :</strong> I understand, but 4 weeks is too long!! Hmm... but I can still go to gym right.. i mean for attack maybe I can do the option movement... when there's a jumping, maybe i just do the option.. right?!<br> <strong>Doctor:</strong> Very stubborn la u!! maybe u can, but u have to be careful. But i still advice u to rest at least for 2 weeks. After 2 weeks, u come & see me. I'll advice u then.</p> <p>He gave me 3 kinds of pills & 1 cream.. one of the pill is for my nerve (vitamin saraf). No idea what the pills are for but the pain at my leg goes away after i took it.<br> Well, very frustrated la. Cannot jump la pulak. But I still do bodyjam class yesterday heheheh... takpe la kan.. jam lompat sikit2 je heheheh...<br> So now, I can only join jam & pump.. & maybe I should start joining yoga as my friends said, sometimes yoga can cure leg injury.. betul ke? i don't know... tak try tak tau kan...!<br> But the best thing is, there's one attack instructor at the gym. He was very kind. He knew I had leg problem, so at the end of the class (i joined attack class last monday coz i thought the rest i took during chinese new year is enough heheh..) he gave me an advice. He said maybe my shoes is not suitable for me (fuh.. this one i very angry.. dalam hati je la.. coz i bought that shoe for RM400... adidas bounce somemore & he said 'maybe not suitable?..huh.. but maybe he's right) or maybe my landing during jumping movement is not right which has injured the muscle or maybe I need a rest. & he showed me the correct jumping movement. Wah... very good la this instructor. Really cares about the members. </p> <p>Yesterday, I got an 'angpow' & goodies from my 'aunty' and friend at gym hehhhee...<br> thank you.. thank you!! my 'aunty' said, "U keep this money, it will bring luck to u" heheheh... I'll keep the money, not because of the luck that she said, but because it is from her. Coz she is so nice to me & she treats me like her own daughter.. u know la.. it's very hard to live far away from your parents. At least she reminds me of my mom <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>There are a few songs that I like now.. keep listening these same songs this month. they are, Bleeding Love, Can u keep a secret (Japanese song), No One, Don't Stop the Music & With You by Chris Brown. When I do my work, I'll listen to these song. hehehe..<br> U know what I like about the 'Bleeding Love' & 'No One' song. It's the lyrics. </p> <p><strong>"<br> But I don't care what they say<br> I'm in love with you<br> They try to pull me away<br> But they don't know the truth<br> My heart's crippled by the vein<br> That I keep on closing<br> You cut me open & I<br> Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love....<br> "</p> <p>& </p> <p>"<br> When the rain is pouring down<br> And my heart is hurting<br> You will always be around<br> This I know for certain<br> You and me together<br> Through the days and nights<br> I don't worry coz<br> Everything's gonna be alright<br> People keep talking, they can say what they like<br> But all I know is everything's gonna be alright<br> .....<br> I know some people search the world<br> To find something like what we have<br> I know people will try, try to divide something so real<br> So till the end of time, I'm telling you there ain't no one<br> "</strong>Very nice right!!</p> <p>Good news!! My best friend, ani is getting married this May. & guess what?!! I'm the first to know it from her.. heheheh... very terharu... am happy that finally she'll be with her loved one forever. At least I know her 'husband to be, zul' is a nice guy and can take care of her. Can't wait for it as her wedding will be in Terengganu.. so can shopping & jalan2 at the same time yahooo!!! & also can meet university friends... it's like a reunion la for us.. <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>Something big will happen this March. I've bought something very very very big. Can't wait for it.. I'll tell u when March comes ok!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/02/16/title~3735008/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-02-05:/2008/02/05/worst~3682162/zarrien072008-02-05T12:21:25+01:002008-02-05T12:21:25+01:00 <p>My leg... makin teruk.. huh..<br> i forced myself to do attack class yesterday until the end.. i thought, the pain will hilang if i work out more. but no.. it becoming worst. today have to balut my leg & jalan terhincut-hincut hehehe.. everyone at office ask me what happen.. i just answer "terlebih lompat" heheheh.. hope that my leg will recover during this Chinese New Year as I will go back to my hometown & have a fully rest there.</p> <p>By the way, I would like to wish Happy Chinese New Year to all the people who celebrating it & happy holiday to the rest. & thanks to all my Chinese friends (especially friends at the gym) for the lovely biscuits, cakes & goodies heheh.. i like it all!!</p> <p>I wanna tell u all something, hmm... but... hmmm.. no need la.. let me keep it until I'm ready to let it out ok!! see ya.. have a nice & happy holiday!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/02/05/worst~3682162/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-01-30:/2008/01/30/oohh_my_leg~3654226/zarrien072008-01-30T13:15:21+01:002008-01-30T13:15:21+01:00 <p>My leg hurts!! last monday, i only join attack class for half an hour coz suddenly my right leg hurt sangat2!!..<br> actually, it hurts quite some time already, but last monday i just cannot tahan anymore. then a friend at the gym advise me to use the muscle relief cream. that's what i did.. hopefully my leg will be ok coz i still want to join all my friends lompat2 & have fun at gym heheh.. </p> <p>had a wonderful weekend coz had a chance to watch the australian open men's final. it was superb!! i love it!! had also a chance to watch the winner of women's category, maria sharapova delivering her speech after winning it. she said: <strong>"Winning is a pleasure & pressure is priviledge". </strong> I agree 100%!!! I strongly agree with that!!</p> <p>just wanna share a song with all of u.. title is "Gallery", singer is Mario Vasquez. The melody & lyrics are nice. It can be a very good advise to all ladies out there!! So, if u have time, just try to listen to it ok!!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/01/30/oohh_my_leg~3654226/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-01-24:/2008/01/24/i_just_love_it~3624049/zarrien072008-01-24T06:43:50+01:002008-01-24T06:43:50+01:00 <p>These few days, watched lots of tennis.. Australian Open.<br> So far, my favorite match was between Roger Federer & James Blake. It was superb!! I can't wait to watch today semi-final match between Rafael Nadal & Jo-Wilfried Tsonga. Although I like Nadal, but I wish Tsonga will win today's match hahahah!! Jahat tak?? It's just I like the way he play his tennis & the spirit that he's shown during previous match. </p> <p>ladies? I will not watch the semi-finals as all my favorite player already 'terkeluar'. Justin Henin & Emily Mauresmo dah kalah... so frustrated!! Both have not shown 'great' performance. But maybe next time they will come back. I Hope so.. really missed Mauresmo amazing tennis. Come on girl!! U can do it!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/01/24/i_just_love_it~3624049/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-01-16:/2008/01/16/afraid~3585059/zarrien072008-01-16T12:38:41+01:002008-01-16T12:38:41+01:00 <p>Last holiday (Awal Muharam) until Sunday, my younger brother & sister were away.. balik sp.. so I'm left alone at home. I don't really sure what happen to me. It's very difficult for me to sleep at night. Everytime I want to sleep, my heart keep pumping like hell. Then, to avoid the scary feeling, I try to sleep downstairs. I switch on the tv & all the lights. Finally I can sleep, but I'll wake up every 2~3 hours. Each time I wake up, my heart will still keep pumping like hell.. What happen to me? & to make it worse, this week my brother have to work night shift.. so I have to suffer for a week more.. Oh God please help me!! I cannot stand this scary feeling anymore!! Arghh!!</p> <p>Let's change the topic ok.. Last Awal Muharam, had a chance to see some of my ex-MBA friends at Kelana Jaya. One of my friend bring along her son, Adam. He's very cute. I like him. He's very quiet, so I bought him sandwich.. nak ambil hati la konon... heheh.. yes!! berjaya!! finally he talked to me <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"><br> It's nice to see them & have a chat about each other story. Everyone have their own interesting story to tell.. about family, career, life, etc.. Hope we can see each other more often ok!!</p> <p>Hmm.. have u ever felt like this... things that u shouldn't do - u did!<br> & things that u should have done - u didn't do.<br> & to make it even worse.. something that u shouldn't say - u said!! & something that u should have said - u didn't say..<br> & at last, u menyesal & u said to yourself.. huh... 'i think i'm being at the wrong place at the wrong time & with the wrong people'. have u?<br> Maybe i'm the only person yg rasa mcm ni kan?!</p> <p>ok la.. lets continue with my favorites for 2007:<br> * hot sportsmen - Roger Federer, Rafael Nadal & Ronaldinho<br> * favorite host/presenter - oprah winfrey & elly iskandar<br> * favorite movie - happy feet (but still cannot lawan The Lord of The Ring - my all time favorite)<br> * Favorite TV series - CSI<br> * Favorite food - ikan bakar & seafood</p> <p>I think that's all. see ya!!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/01/16/afraid~3585059/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2008-01-08:/2008/01/08/here_i_am~3544721/zarrien072008-01-08T06:52:23+01:002008-01-08T06:52:23+01:00 <p>I'm back!! Finally... after a few tragedy.. <img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"><br> I think this will be the longest entry I've ever made <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>2008... not too excited about it... for me it's just no. 7 changed to no. 8.. that's all..<br> my life now... hmm.. ok la.. happy with what I have now.. but as usual, still searching for more in life.. u know what i mean.. career, happiness, challenge, love, friends etc... life will be boring without all of this right?!</p> <p>Before I forgot, thanks to all friends who send birthday greeting & give presents to me!! To my mum & dad, thanks for the bracelet & birthday card. To my siblings, thanks for the 'birthday call' <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> You all have made me the happiest person on earth!! </p> <p>My updates heheh...<br> 1. Bought new O2 Xda Atom Life Pda (need this especially for my work.. been spending lots of time exploring it heheh..)<br> 2. Job offer from other company?.. I dah reject.. why? the answer is in no. 3<br> 3. Been promoted to senior engineer (effective January '08.. upgrade & salary increase... ALHAMDULILLAH. More responsible to come, hope I can manage that!)<br> 4. Gym?.. not 'syok' anymore as there's no more my favorite class during public holiday.. (& weekend lately..)<br> 5. Have new hobby now.. jalan2 & window shopping at nike store heheh... love to see all those pretty sport outfit <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"><br> 6. i had a pet now... a kitten which will only come to my house at night. she will only come to my house when i'm around. very pandai kan!!<br> 7. Planning to go to Korea for holiday this year, but not sure when.. maybe May or June..<br> 8. Bf?.. friends ramai.. but special one... hmm.. nope!! not yet <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"><br> That's the summary la.. tapi ada banyak lagi... but malas la nak type..</p> <p>Just wanna share with all of u my favorites for 2007 <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"><br> 1. Favourite song - No One by Alicia Keys & Don't stop the music by Rihanna<br> 2. Favourite artist - Alicia Keys & Chris Brown<br> 3. Sexy Guys heheh.. - Jamie Oliver, Bobby Chin & Robin Thicke (also Dr. Faris hhehhe... Sham jgn marah ya hehehe..)<br> 4. Favourite place - hmmm... takde la coz semua I suka <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>& many more... will be continued in the next entry ok!! see ya!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2008/01/08/here_i_am~3544721/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2007-12-14:/2007/12/14/short_update~3442281/zarrien072007-12-14T12:03:45+01:002007-12-14T12:03:45+01:00 <p>Lots of things happen to me these few days..</p> <p>my auntie passed away last sunday.. I cried coz we are close.. don't want to talk about it la..<br> i took leave on monday.. then back to work on wednesday (tuesday public holiday)<br> lots of work need to be done which force me to stay at office until 10.30 at night..<br> the same thing happen on thursday.. but i stay until 8 only coz i cannot tahan already... pressure & tensed because of work... so i went to gym to release it heheh...<br> now.. still at office to finish my work.. need to do improvement for production workability.. to reduce reject.. huh.. need to finish it by today as after this, about 8pm need to go back to kedah & penang... ada wedding.. my sepupu kawin..<br> that's about it... i guess there's so many things will happen next week... just wait..<br> i've got the offer letter already yesterday... the offer... hmm... ok la<br> not sure to accept it or not.. been given 2 weeks to give the answer.. so.. just wait la.. my head now is full of everything.. work, work & work.. so no time to think about it yet... </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2007/12/14/short_update~3442281/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2007-12-08:/2007/12/08/my_big_day~3412123/zarrien072007-12-08T06:43:18+01:002007-12-08T06:43:18+01:00 <p>Yesterday was my birthday... received lots of sms and call from friends & family.. thanks!!<br> got presents from friends at gym.. wahh!! tq tq tq!!<br> then at night, went to kajang to meet my dad.. he got meeting there... so we had sate kajang at my 'auntie & uncle' - this couple yang jaga i time i kecil2 dulu... after about 20 years tak jumpa... last night was a very memorable experience to me... the biggest present for my birthday this year <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"><br> oh one more thing. received birthday card from my mum & dad... specially posted through pos laju.. all the way from my home town to my office heheeh... actually every year my parents did that, but this year was a bit special.. i don't know which part yang special.. i just felt this year lain sikit <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>tonight will visit my dearest best friend yam at pantai medical bangsar & then go to watch movie at midvalley (if ticket still available heheh..). got property fare there at midvalley, so hopefully sempat pergi sekejap... want to find area for investment <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>tomorrow will go makan at sun&surf sunway hotel with friends... hehehhe... so tomorrow will not go to gym, but makan hahahahah!!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2007/12/08/my_big_day~3412123/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2007-12-04:/2007/12/04/my_dear_best_friend_hope_u_ll_be_fine~3391821/zarrien072007-12-04T06:40:23+01:002007-12-04T06:40:23+01:00 <p>My dear best friend, yam will undergo an operation to remove a tumor in her womb.. I pray that the operation will succeed & she'll be fine after that.</p> <p>This is the 2nd operation... hope the doctor will do his best this time so that the tumor will be removed 100%. Don't make the same mistake ok!! If not, I'll sue u.. jangan main2 tau!! don't play2 like phua chu kang said!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2007/12/04/my_dear_best_friend_hope_u_ll_be_fine~3391821/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2007-12-03:/2007/12/03/amazing_idea~3387377/zarrien072007-12-03T11:44:45+01:002007-12-03T11:44:45+01:00 <p>Watched Amazing Race Asia yesterday... Suddenly an idea popped up!!<br> The idea is... a couple should join Amazing Race before deciding to get married.. coz after that u can be sure whether your partner can be your soul mate or not..<br> Coz the tension is there during the race... u're tired, hungry & then have to do lots of task... those crazy-crazy tasks... huh..</p> <p>So to all my single friends... do practice this before getting married ok!! heheheh </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2007/12/03/amazing_idea~3387377/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2007-12-01:/2007/12/01/sensitive~3377802/zarrien072007-12-01T06:50:16+01:002007-12-01T06:50:16+01:00 <p>I'm a sensitive person... I admit it!! Is it wrong to be a sensitive person?? I've tried to change. You cannot imagine how much I have to swallow in order to change myself. I think I've changed a lot compared to last time. Most of my close friend can guarantee u that.. but there's still certain things that can hurt me very easily. Meaning that I've let that 'certain thing' control my life. That's not supposed to be the way!! I'm the only one who can control it! Not other people or other thing!! I think the change that I've gone through is not enough. I still have to change, in other words try to take control of my own life...</p> <p>Usually I can sleep at night easily. As soon as my head is on the pillow... there u go.. Tidur senyenyek-nyenyaknya!! Wah... it's like dunia I yang punya heheh... But starting from I get an offer from other company, it's very hard for me to sleep. It takes about an hour or two for me to get a good sleep. I kept thinking about what will happen in the future if i take the offer... & what will happen if I reject it. Everybody encourage me to make a choice based on the salary offered, which is not my preference. Of course everybody likes money... i pun suka!! But the thing I'm looking for in a career is satisfaction. It's no use if u get lots of money, but in the end u still don't get the satisfaction. Huh.. Hope this will end soon... God, please help me so that I can make the best decision!!</p> <p>Something happen to me at the gym yesterday. heheheh... something which force me to go out from the class for awhile so that I can 'fix' something hehehehe... When the class over, some of my friend ask me what happen... hehehe... & they laugh as soon as they know what had happen hahahahah!!! so kelakar!! hope takde yang nampak hahahah!!! Hope this kind of situation will not happen again <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2007/12/01/sensitive~3377802/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2007-11-28:/2007/11/28/big_decision~3362742/zarrien072007-11-28T06:44:49+01:002007-11-28T06:44:49+01:00 <p>I have to make a big decision now...</p> <p>Remember the interview I went last 2~3 weeks ago.. well I got the job. Just received a call from the company last monday saying that the offer letter will be sent to me next week... </p> <p>one more... right before lunch just now my boss ask me to fill in the promotion/upgrading form... hmmm... how? what to do? macam mana ni?! </p> <p>The best thing to do.. don't think about it now... let pressure be upon me.. then i'll decide.. heheh.. boleh??!!</p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2007/11/28/big_decision~3362742/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2007-11-26:/2007/11/26/dance~3352753/zarrien072007-11-26T06:55:03+01:002007-11-26T06:55:03+01:00 <p>there's so many things in my mind now.. i'm so excited to write about it.. but don't know where to start... so, better not to write heheehhe... just kidding <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>One thing that I cannot forget is watching Roger Federer play tennis with Pete Sampras. Although I just watch it in TV, (could't get the ticket as the only ticket left are the golden ticket which is RM1,500 - are u crazy? no way I'm gonna spend that amount of money just to watch them.. wait until I become millionaire, baru i pi tengok heheheh...) but I'm satisfied with the game. Brilliant game!! Superb!! I've watched Pete Sampras play tennis since I was a kid... so when watching him play againsts this charismatic federer, suddenly I teringat time I kecil-kecil.. really clash of times. Hope they will come to Malaysia and play again <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>One of the things I did to release my stress is dancing. I love... I really love to dance. When I'm dancing, don't know how to explain the feeling. It's not me anymore... It's like I'm somebody else hehehe... Some of my friends have watched me dancing... that's what they told me... My character will automatically change when I'm not dancing. You see, when I was small, I always follow my mum to the dancing class. My mum used to teach malay traditional dance at that time. So, I selalu curi-curi menari dekat belakang heheheh... But when it comes to dancing, I still think that my mum is the best!! heheheh...</p> <p>You know what?! Next 2 weeks is my birthday... usually I'll forget about it until my parents & friends call & wish me happy birthday... but this year i remember pulak... heheheh... i didn't expect anything from anybody... just hope that God will give me success all the way and also happiness. Don't want to be hurt & don't want to hurt anybody as well. Hope that I'll live a little bit longer so that I can give happiness to my parents. Aminnn... </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2007/11/26/dance~3352753/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:zarrien07.blog.co.uk,2007-11-16:/2007/11/16/i_wish~3304259/zarrien072007-11-16T07:23:04+01:002007-11-16T07:23:04+01:00 <p>I wish someone will take me to the Merdeka Tennis Challenge next week...</p> <p>really love to see roger federer vs pete sampras..</p> <p>if my dad was here.. for sure he'll bring me there huh...</p> <p>would like to see nadal also heheh... the cute guy <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"></p> <p>but it will never happen... i know that.. </p> <p>someone please wake me up from dreaming!!! </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://zarrien07.blog.co.uk/2007/11/16/i_wish~3304259/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>