I'm a sensitive person... I admit it!! Is it wrong to be a sensitive person?? I've tried to change. You cannot imagine how much I have to swallow in order to change myself. I think I've changed a lot compared to last time. Most of my close friend can guarantee u that.. but there's still certain things that can hurt me very easily. Meaning that I've let that 'certain thing' control my life. That's not supposed to be the way!! I'm the only one who can control it! Not other people or other thing!! I think the change that I've gone through is not enough. I still have to change, in other words try to take control of my own life...
Usually I can sleep at night easily. As soon as my head is on the pillow... there u go.. Tidur senyenyek-nyenyaknya!! Wah... it's like dunia I yang punya heheh... But starting from I get an offer from other company, it's very hard for me to sleep. It takes about an hour or two for me to get a good sleep. I kept thinking about what will happen in the future if i take the offer... & what will happen if I reject it. Everybody encourage me to make a choice based on the salary offered, which is not my preference. Of course everybody likes money... i pun suka!! But the thing I'm looking for in a career is satisfaction. It's no use if u get lots of money, but in the end u still don't get the satisfaction. Huh.. Hope this will end soon... God, please help me so that I can make the best decision!!
Something happen to me at the gym yesterday. heheheh... something which force me to go out from the class for awhile so that I can 'fix' something hehehehe... When the class over, some of my friend ask me what happen... hehehe... & they laugh as soon as they know what had happen hahahahah!!! so kelakar!! hope takde yang nampak hahahah!!! Hope this kind of situation will not happen again 
