Crazy ME!

Lots of things happen to me these few days..

my auntie passed away last sunday.. I cried coz we are close.. don't want to talk about it la..
i took leave on monday.. then back to work on wednesday (tuesday public holiday)
lots of work need to be done which force me to stay at office until 10.30 at night..
the same thing happen on thursday.. but i stay until 8 only coz i cannot tahan already... pressure & tensed because of work... so i went to gym to release it heheh...
now.. still at office to finish my work.. need to do improvement for production workability.. to reduce reject.. huh.. need to finish it by today as after this, about 8pm need to go back to kedah & penang... ada wedding.. my sepupu kawin..
that's about it... i guess there's so many things will happen next week... just wait..
i've got the offer letter already yesterday... the offer... hmm... ok la
not sure to accept it or not.. been given 2 weeks to give the answer.. so.. just wait la.. my head now is full of everything.. work, work & work.. so no time to think about it yet...

Yesterday was my birthday... received lots of sms and call from friends & family.. thanks!!
got presents from friends at gym.. wahh!! tq tq tq!!
then at night, went to kajang to meet my dad.. he got meeting there... so we had sate kajang at my 'auntie & uncle' - this couple yang jaga i time i kecil2 dulu... after about 20 years tak jumpa... last night was a very memorable experience to me... the biggest present for my birthday this year
oh one more thing. received birthday card from my mum & dad... specially posted through pos laju.. all the way from my home town to my office heheeh... actually every year my parents did that, but this year was a bit special.. i don't know which part yang special.. i just felt this year lain sikit

tonight will visit my dearest best friend yam at pantai medical bangsar & then go to watch movie at midvalley (if ticket still available heheh..). got property fare there at midvalley, so hopefully sempat pergi sekejap... want to find area for investment

tomorrow will go makan at sun&surf sunway hotel with friends... hehehhe... so tomorrow will not go to gym, but makan hahahahah!!!

My dear best friend, yam will undergo an operation to remove a tumor in her womb.. I pray that the operation will succeed & she'll be fine after that.

This is the 2nd operation... hope the doctor will do his best this time so that the tumor will be removed 100%. Don't make the same mistake ok!! If not, I'll sue u.. jangan main2 tau!! don't play2 like phua chu kang said!!

Watched Amazing Race Asia yesterday... Suddenly an idea popped up!!
The idea is... a couple should join Amazing Race before deciding to get married.. coz after that u can be sure whether your partner can be your soul mate or not..
Coz the tension is there during the race... u're tired, hungry & then have to do lots of task... those crazy-crazy tasks... huh..

So to all my single friends... do practice this before getting married ok!! heheheh

I'm a sensitive person... I admit it!! Is it wrong to be a sensitive person?? I've tried to change. You cannot imagine how much I have to swallow in order to change myself. I think I've changed a lot compared to last time. Most of my close friend can guarantee u that.. but there's still certain things that can hurt me very easily. Meaning that I've let that 'certain thing' control my life. That's not supposed to be the way!! I'm the only one who can control it! Not other people or other thing!! I think the change that I've gone through is not enough. I still have to change, in other words try to take control of my own life...

Usually I can sleep at night easily. As soon as my head is on the pillow... there u go.. Tidur senyenyek-nyenyaknya!! Wah... it's like dunia I yang punya heheh... But starting from I get an offer from other company, it's very hard for me to sleep. It takes about an hour or two for me to get a good sleep. I kept thinking about what will happen in the future if i take the offer... & what will happen if I reject it. Everybody encourage me to make a choice based on the salary offered, which is not my preference. Of course everybody likes money... i pun suka!! But the thing I'm looking for in a career is satisfaction. It's no use if u get lots of money, but in the end u still don't get the satisfaction. Huh.. Hope this will end soon... God, please help me so that I can make the best decision!!

Something happen to me at the gym yesterday. heheheh... something which force me to go out from the class for awhile so that I can 'fix' something hehehehe... When the class over, some of my friend ask me what happen... hehehe... & they laugh as soon as they know what had happen hahahahah!!! so kelakar!! hope takde yang nampak hahahah!!! Hope this kind of situation will not happen again