Crazy ME!

I have to make a big decision now...

Remember the interview I went last 2~3 weeks ago.. well I got the job. Just received a call from the company last monday saying that the offer letter will be sent to me next week...

one more... right before lunch just now my boss ask me to fill in the promotion/upgrading form... hmmm... how? what to do? macam mana ni?!

The best thing to do.. don't think about it now... let pressure be upon me.. then i'll decide.. heheh.. boleh??!!

there's so many things in my mind now.. i'm so excited to write about it.. but don't know where to start... so, better not to write heheehhe... just kidding

One thing that I cannot forget is watching Roger Federer play tennis with Pete Sampras. Although I just watch it in TV, (could't get the ticket as the only ticket left are the golden ticket which is RM1,500 - are u crazy? no way I'm gonna spend that amount of money just to watch them.. wait until I become millionaire, baru i pi tengok heheheh...) but I'm satisfied with the game. Brilliant game!! Superb!! I've watched Pete Sampras play tennis since I was a kid... so when watching him play againsts this charismatic federer, suddenly I teringat time I kecil-kecil.. really clash of times. Hope they will come to Malaysia and play again

One of the things I did to release my stress is dancing. I love... I really love to dance. When I'm dancing, don't know how to explain the feeling. It's not me anymore... It's like I'm somebody else hehehe... Some of my friends have watched me dancing... that's what they told me... My character will automatically change when I'm not dancing. You see, when I was small, I always follow my mum to the dancing class. My mum used to teach malay traditional dance at that time. So, I selalu curi-curi menari dekat belakang heheheh... But when it comes to dancing, I still think that my mum is the best!! heheheh...

You know what?! Next 2 weeks is my birthday... usually I'll forget about it until my parents & friends call & wish me happy birthday... but this year i remember pulak... heheheh... i didn't expect anything from anybody... just hope that God will give me success all the way and also happiness. Don't want to be hurt & don't want to hurt anybody as well. Hope that I'll live a little bit longer so that I can give happiness to my parents. Aminnn...

I wish someone will take me to the Merdeka Tennis Challenge next week...

really love to see roger federer vs pete sampras..

if my dad was here.. for sure he'll bring me there huh...

would like to see nadal also heheh... the cute guy

but it will never happen... i know that..

someone please wake me up from dreaming!!!

Here's the summary of what happen since my last blog:

Saturday: Watched mid night movie at midvalley. 30 Days of Nights with my best friend. To tell u the truth.. i hate that movie.. everything.. the sound, the vampires, the violent... except the actor of course heheheh... my friend yang interested sangat to watch that movie & my attention of going there at that particular time is to release my stress... so i ikut saja la... tapi tambah stress je after watch that movie... rasa nak muntah pun ada coz of the violent & blood everywhere... plus the annoying vampire sound huh...Pleaseee... don't ask me to watch that movie again!!!

Sunday: As usual went to gym & have a drink with my beloved 'auntie' while waiting for the next class. i told her about the job opportunity in China. At first she looks sad after hearing it, but after awhile, she encourage me to take it as it is a big opportunity for me to succeed. As she said i'm still young & she ask me to grab all the chances that comes before it runs away... but one things that she said which really touch my heart.. "I'll be missing u... i'll quit the gym if u're not here anymore." Ooo... so touched at that time but i tried to cover it. don't want to make her feel sad.

Monday: wake up early & preparing to go to work.. suddenly i realize... "AuWWww... sakitnya pinggang!!" Don't know why.. maybe salah tidur kot.. work at that day is ok... as usual no problem. Prepare everything as i'll be on leave on tuesday for the interview & the chicago musical heheh.. can't wait!!

Tuesday: The interview day... everything is ok.. the interview goes smoothly... it was fun to have discussion about what's happening in the automotive world nowadays with expert people. I realize that there's a lot more we as Malaysian can do to improve our industry as currently we are still depending on the Japan's technology. I think it's time for our people to change their perspective so that we can develop experts & not depending 100% on the Japanese anymore.
After the interview, went to my autie's house. Have a long chat with her & a lovely lunch heheheh... then went to find something nice to wear for the Chicago Musical.
Reached at KL Convention Ctr at about 6pm. Had dinner there plus a nice chocolate walnut cake heheh... hmm.. the show... it was brilliant & superb... got all the elements which make the show complete... the dance is ok.. as i'm expecting more than that for the dance. Overall, i'm satisfied & hope can watch it again heheheh... can't wait to watch the beauty & the beast musical show which is scheduled June next year. Hope that i'm still here when the time comes

got a call from a big malaysia company yesterday asking me to go for an interview next tuesday... i'll go for the interview as i want to know my 'price' in automotive industry now... if compared the benefits and pay, other company for sure cannot 'lawan' my company which i'm working right now... but if they can offer better pay & willing to give me more training for me to upgrade my knowledge... why not heheheh...

got other choice... which is stay within the company group but the jobscope will totally change & have to work in China for about 3 years...

another choice... stay at current company which is.. still do what i'm doing now.. & the chances to be promoted to higher grade/level is high end of this year. hmmm... which one to choose? don't know!

don't want to think about that now... i'll think about it when there's a pressure on me to choose heheheh... coz i think i can make a good decision when under pressure hahahahah!!!

just to share some of my raya picture... my kampung at neg9... nobody lives there anymore since year 2003. macam rumah berhantu pulak heheh... 2nd raya, all of my mum's family gathered outside the house. It was fun... can see & talk to each other after quite some time. & the other one.. shami.. very cute & active
(refer to my album)